Thanks for the links KKL.
She doesn't have access to the internet currently, but I will pass along the info to her.

Thanks for your support!

Great idea, Ange. Yes, it seems like an awful lot of us are going through a ridiculous amount of shit.

The dark cloud that was following me seems to be drifting away, but I'll join in and say f-u to everyone and everything that's messing with the rest of you guys!



Here's to hoping everyone's luck turns around soon. Big hugs to all.

to cunts that sniper on auctions! I'm getting so sick of them. Keep losing out on things I really want because of them and I know that's what happens with auctions, it's still a pain in the ass seeing the same name sniping you out of what you want.

to the dental institution! Fillings I had as a kid have been crumbling & falling out, resulting in 2 broken teeth

to root canal prices of 1300 +++ and lousy pain medication that doesnt help

to health insurance that no one can afford

to ridiculous auto insurance prices and lousy coverage

Ok, that's enough for now .. pain makes me bitchy

To Deadbeaters who continusly bid/buy stuff without paing.

to our medical profecinals that refuse to do reserch and listen to parents, they think they are so smart yet they do not listen. They have what society calls a god complex, but i think thats wrong Gods and Goddesses at least Listen to us!!!!

to intreasts on loans, credit and that nature.

to the state i live in, becuse of your stupid student loan laws my hubby will never pay it off. every week you take 20% out of his pay for 4 years now and hadn't put it in, now we have collectors calling and harrsing us becuse his loan is still in default?? WHAT THE HELL?

To my Parents, if yall had gotten that divorce when I was 16 no one would be suffring, yall are so cought up in your hatered that you forgotten about your grand kids. One to my dad that i havent talked to in 3 years, so how many other brothers and sisters do I have. 1 to my mom who only wants to spend time with my doughter and puts my son down and my hubby. I am so glade I cut you booth out of my life, less headach but a still big one to you booth!!

to my teeth if my parents had done what i asked at 16 i wouldnt have to get false teeth now, i guees this is to my parents too, thanks alot I am only 27!!!!

Depression you suck i just want to enjoy my kids!

hmm i feel ok but not better, i might have more?

to the elevator I just spent 45 minutes stuck in
to our bills that we are just able to pay over the minimum on so they aren't getting paid off at all basically

to my wisdom teeth that have been making me miserable for as long as I can remember but I can't afford to do anything about, if my mom had taken me in to get them out when I was younger I would be fine but she didn't want to pay for it so now I need them pulled and braces since all of my teeth have shifted to one side

to my mother who keeps asking when I'm going to have kids, I really want to but the boy and I are barely getting by as it is

to everyone that keeps asking when the wedding is, we're over $20'000 in debt dammit, getting married is kinda low on the list of things to do right now

to my job, it really isn't all that bad but I need something where I don't have to be on my feet for 8-12 hours a day, I'm starting to have hip, knee and back problems

There is so much more......

Okay, I'll join in.. Sing along, if you know the tune.

To being in so much constant pain for the last 4-5 months now that I can't sleep, can barely eat (nausea), and can't even sit for more than 10 minutes or so without needing to change position, even though that just makes it more painful in different places. Plays hell with posting auctions, wipes out a sex drive (I haven't wanted to even be touched in months), and leaves me with no damned stamina at all.

To the Social Security Administration, for telling me that I'm not actually in "severe pain", only "mild" pain, and that therefore, they were denying me any access to my own damned money AGAIN, forcing me to hunt up a lawyer I really can't afford without signing away a third of anything I might *eventually* wring out of them. Tight-fisted bastards that seem to think I can still work, even though the only thing I know how to do is retail, and NO ONE lets you do that off your feet, which I can barely stand on at all, much less for eight hours, without a cane.

To my mother, for making me worry about her by NEVER CHARGING HER CELL PHONE OR CORDLESS PHONES, leaving me to wonder for sometimes weeks at a time whether she's laying in the house alone with a broken hip, or what. I'm fairly sure the cops in her small town are getting sick of me pestering them for welfare visits to her.

To my husband, for working late EVERY GODDAMNED NIGHT for the last month. YES, I know your boss needs you to get that whole damned building wired, networked, and configured before you move into it, but dammit, at least he could have you work on it during the work day, and not after hours! What truly sucks is that, though your timecard shows 60-70 hours a week, you still only get paid for 40. Tell Matt he fucking owes me one, big time.

To my sons' instructors, for sending home excessive, expensive lists of demands for everything from a $15 512mg thumbdrive and $45 scientific calculator for my third grader to $140 worth of various art supplies for my college son's ONE art class. Not to mention the $380 in textbooks for 12 credit hours i had to spend. Side note: Bless you, Ben at Hobby Lobby, for taking the time to not only explain what the HELL a tortillion was, but also being willing to carry all that mat board and sketch paper, etc, to the front and then to my truck. You are a saint. Kid better turn into a fucking Picasso to make it all worthwhile, though.

To the truck, for being only a year from paid off, and blowing its FOURTH coil today. Everytime it does that, I end up dropping about $600 that I just don't have to get it fixed. I only put about 15000 miles a year on the bastard, so they can't figure out why it keeps happening. And no, it's not under warranty anymore.

Lastly, to me, and this post I've been typing, and for feeling like I just wanna go play Oopsie with a fucking pistol for the last few months. The logical part of me knows that the depression will lift, eventually, but the emotional part of me is curled up on the floor of a dark closet, terrified and crying. I hate this.

PaganChick: ::huge hugs:: Being depressed and having health problems is one thing, but to have to deal with them for months or years with no relief is very hard to deal with. I have had health problems my entire life, but there were always a few good days, or a good week, etc. Since November of last year it has just been one health problem after another for me. I received a lovely 1 week break after my thyroid disorder was finally under control. Then after one week I was blessed with the wonderful severe hypoglycemia. I don't think the one week of feeling good really made up for feeling like I wanted to die every day since last November.

I am even more sorry to hear that you are being let down by Social Security. It is ridiculous that nearly everyone is denied the first time, and is forced to hire a lawyer. to Social Security, for making it so hard for disabled people to make it in this world.

to asthma. We finally received the fall cold front I have been waiting for, and now my lungs don't want to work properly. Cold weather is my favorite, but it is hard to enjoy it when you can't breathe and constantly cough until you puke.

Yep I have more who thunk it?!
to my hubbys boss, giving him the runaround about a payraise. Tonight was the last straw you asked him to go to a free class tonight you said it starts at 8pm and theirs a free meal, well were you wrong! It strated at 5:30pm, and by the time my hubby got their they were half way done with the class. Just becuse you wanted him to be certified Breaks guy for desil trucks you suck boss dude.

To Hummen and Health Board, claim we make too much in amonth to have food stamps, you said you wouldn't count my son's SSI but you lied, claimes we make 2,000.00 a month, where I would love to see where it is oh wait its going to bills and to my hubbys student loans. Going towards getting clothes for the kids that they despereatly need.

BTY does anyone have size T3 girls and T2 boys that they dont need?

Your answer when you get asked about these things should be:
"Oh, were you going to pay for it for me?"

That's what I tell my sister when her fiance's generally uncooperative family whine and complain about their upcoming wedding.

None of those people have offered to help one goddamned little bit. (Except for her soon to be sister-in-law. She lives next to a river where it is kind of scenic and she is letting them have the wedding there.)